Saturday Night

For me, the best thing about Saturday night is actually drinking a cup of hot chocolate milk while blogging. and I'm really doing that right now. anyway, this is my post for this week.

Photographed by Eleny Natasha Irviani

Reunited

My sister is currently living in IPB's dorm. she's in college and i'm still here, spending the rest 2 years in high school, even worst.. without her. it finally happened. it feels really weird, be in a long distance relationship with my sister that used to be with me everyday. but last Saturday, my sister and I finally reunited. and we did photoshoot for this week. but in this post, i want to present you my sister's photoshoot not mine. so i hope you like it as much as i like it.

this is the best & the most fun photoshoot we've ever done! thank you, Eleny Natasha Irviani. and fyi, she has celebrated her birthday on 28th of August. so happy birthday my best friend & my best photographer! you know how much i love you :)

Wild Wild West

2 days ago, I did a photoshoot with my friend (Sarah Michelle). we had so much fun traveling many places. she is the nicest photographer I've ever had. and these are the pictures..

you can also do a photoshoot with her! with the low price, only Rp150.000,- / 10 best pictures. the duration of the photoshoot takes 2 hours. all files served in CD, and you can choose your 10 best pictures!

If you're interested, just contact her via twitter. she'll kindly answer your question about your photoshoot.

Addicted

First of all, I wanna say sorry for this late post. the main reason why I can be this late is because I'm so addicted.. to many things. a few weeks ago, I couldn't do anything except played The Sims 3. call me old-fashioned, but I really like that game. I'm such a child.

and nowadays, I couldn't take my eyes off watching Running Man. I'm just so in love with those 7 funny guys and the games.

but now, here I am, posting my new post. I hope you guys like it or maybe addicted.

the moral story about my addicted things is I forget many important things in my life, for example posting in this blog. it's just one of my important things I forgot. I even forgot my family or my friends! I didn't live in my life anymore, I just lived in front of my laptop.. played that game or watching Running Man.

it's okay to watch movies or play games, but if you become addicted to it, it's a serious danger.

 from now, I know that my life's so beautiful if I shut down my laptop and really get a life. like a few hours ago, I did photoshoot with my friends and had so much fun with them. that's life, that's a real life.

thank you to Eleny Natasha Irviani, my best of the best!

Shine Bright Like A Diamond

i think everybody has already known where i got this title. yep, Rihanna's song. i'm listening this song while i'm writing this post right now. the lyrics are very touching, the unusual and inspirational words. that's why i love this song.

i love music, i love many songs, but i can't sing. my family said that i have good voice, but i don't think so. sometimes i envy to those girls who have beautiful voice. maybe i'm good, but they are best. see the difference?

nah.. that's the reason why my sister and i got the idea of our last photoshoot with our friendly photographer, Sarah Michelle Rumapea. we want to share our story about music.

i love to sing every songs that i love. so what's the problem? i don't care if my voice isn't good yet i'm still singing. i wasn't born to please you to love my voice anyway.

the point is, don't take people's opinion seriously. if you hear what they say all the time, you don't live in your life anymore. you live in their words.

i have a friend, he's smart but so arrogant. his trick to win against his rivals is he mocks them. he makes them insecure so they can't be smarter than him. that's so mean right? if you don't give a fuck about someone's opinion, you won't be like that. you won't be insecure because of people's words.

my teacher once said to me, be who you are! because everybody's unique. maybe people says that you're weird, but actually not.. you're just different from them, you're unique.

so what if my voice isn't good? i don't sing for you, i sing for me. at least i'm not somebody else. i'm me. i'm proud of myself, and i want you to be proud too. don't say "i'm ugly", "i'm fat", "i'm stupid" but from now on you must to be focus to the positive point of view, what the best in you.

don't waste your time to hear what people says. you aren't perfect, but remember they aren't too. you must to realize you're gorgeous and society's definition of beauty is fucked. so shine bright!



Promise Is Promise

 



I'm the kind of girl who won't get mad about small problem. i'm the kind of girl who won't take forever to forgive someone. but what if someone makes same mistake for many times? and they just keep saying sorry and do nothing about that mistake.

today, my best friend broke our promise. this is the second time he did that. he made promises with me, and when the day came, he just said "sorry kes, i can't help you for making your commercial video. i haven't studied yet and my mom will get mad at me" or "kes, i'm really sorry i'm sick and i can't go with you tomorrow". he is such a child. he thinks by saying "i'm sorry" all the past can be automatically corrected?

you know, i'm just human and i have that time when i feel it's enough to forgive someone, because it's pointless. he will do that again later, so what's the point of forgiving?

but i just can't, i can't get mad at him. he is my bestfriend, and of course i can't live without him. but i'm sick, i'm tired for saying 'i'm okay', 'that's alright', 'not a big deal' for many times. i can't get mad at him because i think about his feeling, but does he think about mine too? knowing he always breaks our promises.

i know my bestfriend, he wasn't like that when i first met him. it's not him, he has changed. he did everything to prove his promises. he didn't just talk, he did something in action! that was my bestfriend, that was..

what should i do? i can't forgive him, i'm scared he will break our promise and make me dissapointed again. i thought i'm special for him, i thought i'm his bestfriend. it's hurt how i think i actually mean something to him and he just turns around and prove i'm wrong.

i never break our promise, he knows i won't do that. is that the reason he plays with my feeling? does he think i can't stay mad at him? because honey, i can. and i will start that now for sure. my plan, i will teach him a lesson..

don't take promise like a shit. because once, you've comitted, you must be responsible about that. someone won't trust you anymore if you always break your promise. you don't know how much that hurt to be someone who always gets sweet promises that never happen. when someone has done hearing your promises a.k.a your bullshits, he/she will leave you and you're just as same as shit that you promised! think twice before you talk. you'll never know the power of broken promise.

thank you so much Sarah Michelle Rumapea for the photoshoot. i'm loving all the photos!

Challenge Accepted!

If you love watching How I Met Your Mother as much as I love watching it, you must know where do I get the title from, yes Barney Stinson! He loves challenge himself, and that's what I did on our last photoshoot. Like I said before "I'll be back with other hippie things" that was a challenge for me and I'll make it. So go check these out!

Well I am back with my sister, we tried to do photoshoot with these hippie things and it was fun! We wore tribal croped tee and cutbray blue jeans and also the headband - which made it hippier :p
Moreover we did our challenge with Niel this amazing girl made our photos better in every shoots. Thanks to her!

I think when we challenge ourselves, it's not about the result but it's about the process, not only in fashion but also in real life. In every challenges, just do the best and GOD do the rest, so don't worry about the result, just think we can make it! Dream and believe.

The most important part is don't listen to haters! Just go complete your challenge and show them that you can do it! And when it's accomplished it will be LEGEN....wait for it.......DARY!!