Today is the first day after Christmas. yesterday was fun! my big family came to my house for Christmas party. i ate a lot, that makes me frustrated. i'm on diet you know. but i can't stop my mouth from eating. now, i don't know how to manage myself on diet again.
Nah.. that's why i choose this title. 'Be A Boss'. not for everyone, but for yourself. i have photos which connected with this post of course, here are some..
i think, if i can be a boss for myself, i'll be on diet regularly. the result, i'll be skinny soon. but then i know it's hard, because i must to be a boss and to be a subordinate at once.
i tried to stop eating at breakfast, but all day i was hunger. i tried it again and again and again until i didn't feel hunger anymore. but the next day, i felt hurt in my stomach. it wasn't because i want to defecate but i realized it was because i stop eating at breakfast. so i stop doing that, my mom also had been angered to me because my diet.
well i tell you about that because i want to teach you a lesson.. my diet isn't healthy, but there's a type of diet that healthy of course. but my kind of diet isn't. don't do that, you can kill yourself from that.
i want to be pretty, to be skinny like other girls but then i think i don't have to be skinny to be pretty. because i'm pretty from my own way. every girl is pretty. maybe be a boss for me it's not be on diet regularly but be myself and don't take other's opinion seriously. they aren't right about everything, nobody is.
maybe i'm not skinny, i'm not pretty, i'm also not perfect but i love myself and i'm happy for sure. if you can't take me for who i am, then there's an exit door from my life in front of you.
Thanks for those amazing photos Niel
