Promise Is Promise

 



I'm the kind of girl who won't get mad about small problem. i'm the kind of girl who won't take forever to forgive someone. but what if someone makes same mistake for many times? and they just keep saying sorry and do nothing about that mistake.

today, my best friend broke our promise. this is the second time he did that. he made promises with me, and when the day came, he just said "sorry kes, i can't help you for making your commercial video. i haven't studied yet and my mom will get mad at me" or "kes, i'm really sorry i'm sick and i can't go with you tomorrow". he is such a child. he thinks by saying "i'm sorry" all the past can be automatically corrected?

you know, i'm just human and i have that time when i feel it's enough to forgive someone, because it's pointless. he will do that again later, so what's the point of forgiving?

but i just can't, i can't get mad at him. he is my bestfriend, and of course i can't live without him. but i'm sick, i'm tired for saying 'i'm okay', 'that's alright', 'not a big deal' for many times. i can't get mad at him because i think about his feeling, but does he think about mine too? knowing he always breaks our promises.

i know my bestfriend, he wasn't like that when i first met him. it's not him, he has changed. he did everything to prove his promises. he didn't just talk, he did something in action! that was my bestfriend, that was..

what should i do? i can't forgive him, i'm scared he will break our promise and make me dissapointed again. i thought i'm special for him, i thought i'm his bestfriend. it's hurt how i think i actually mean something to him and he just turns around and prove i'm wrong.

i never break our promise, he knows i won't do that. is that the reason he plays with my feeling? does he think i can't stay mad at him? because honey, i can. and i will start that now for sure. my plan, i will teach him a lesson..

don't take promise like a shit. because once, you've comitted, you must be responsible about that. someone won't trust you anymore if you always break your promise. you don't know how much that hurt to be someone who always gets sweet promises that never happen. when someone has done hearing your promises a.k.a your bullshits, he/she will leave you and you're just as same as shit that you promised! think twice before you talk. you'll never know the power of broken promise.

thank you so much Sarah Michelle Rumapea for the photoshoot. i'm loving all the photos!

Challenge Accepted!

If you love watching How I Met Your Mother as much as I love watching it, you must know where do I get the title from, yes Barney Stinson! He loves challenge himself, and that's what I did on our last photoshoot. Like I said before "I'll be back with other hippie things" that was a challenge for me and I'll make it. So go check these out!

Well I am back with my sister, we tried to do photoshoot with these hippie things and it was fun! We wore tribal croped tee and cutbray blue jeans and also the headband - which made it hippier :p
Moreover we did our challenge with Niel this amazing girl made our photos better in every shoots. Thanks to her!

I think when we challenge ourselves, it's not about the result but it's about the process, not only in fashion but also in real life. In every challenges, just do the best and GOD do the rest, so don't worry about the result, just think we can make it! Dream and believe.

The most important part is don't listen to haters! Just go complete your challenge and show them that you can do it! And when it's accomplished it will be LEGEN....wait for it.......DARY!!

Hipster Wannabe

Hello Fellas! It's me Miselia Asterixa, a.k.a Misel a.k.a Selle, those are my nicknames at school. Well it's the first time I'm writing my own post, and on these photos I'm trying to be a HIPSTER.

And the score is................. (as a newbie) Not bad, I think. wdyt? I'm interested in these hippie things, that's the reason why I did photoshoot as a hipster, well it is not so hippie but it is a good start!

So at least I was trying right? And I have to tell you I do love this jumpsuit and I also in love with our photographer Niel, she's amazing! I mean go check our photos - they are as amazing as a girl who took them!

Last but not least, the good news is: I'll be back with another hippie things because I won't stop trying hehe, and I'll bring PEACE to the world! Just wait for me fellas!

Peace,

Misel